jln.

With your words, I feel
like I'm walking on a
thin wire like I'm
working in a circus.
But, I look around and
I have no audience - just
a shadow of myself... the
look on her (my) face
full of hope that I
won't make a mistake
- the same mistake -

I'm walking, walking
very carefully,
I won't let you down,
I thought.

I'm shaking, trembling,
weakening.
Like before.

I won't let you down,
I promise.

©jln.